Incomplete Without You..

14^th feb 2010!! Finally aaj cha divas ala… I was so excited!! Sakal pasun ch mi complete vedyasarkha vagat hoto… mi kadhi kay karat hoto he maza malach kalat navta! Valentines Day mhanun nahi…. Ase faltu days mi kadhich celebrate kele nahit... tasa mi romantic ahe…thoda filmy pan… Pan aaj tar mala kahihi maaf hota…ho! Karan aaj ti parat yet hoti…kayamchi… mazi Riya!! Mala ya saglya uncertainty cha kharach kantala ala hota… aaj mi n chidta n vaitagta 3,4 nahi tar chakk 24 tas sudhdha ikde airport var tichi vaat pahayla tayar hoto!

4 varshapurvicha to divas athavla ki ajun angavar kata yeto mazya… Riya ni US la jaun PhD karaycha decision kaslach akasmatpane mazyavar fekla hota… Mala mahit hota…I am the MAN…. Mi strong ahe… pan tya kshani matr mi purata kolamadun gelo hoto.. Riya ni mala direct so called SURPRIZE dila hota….”Next week mi US la challye!! Mala PhD la admission milalai…m so lucky…m so excited…” Mi tar solid khush zalo.. tichyapeksha mi jast excited hoto.. pudhcha sampurn week tiche bharpur laad kele…tila solid shopping karun dila.. agaadi ti jaycha divas ala toparynat amhi khup dhammal keli! Tini tar tichya ghari amchyabaddal sangun takla hota.. ani tikdun green signal pan milala… mag mi tar officially tila sagali madat karat hoto..ani kaka kakuna full on impress karaycha 1 chance sodat navto.. ani Riya jaycha divas ala… 30 jan 2006.. Riya la gheun mi,tiche aai baba…ani ticha toofan frnd circle airport la alo.. arthat ch tichya frnds na amhala baher ch thambavava lagla…nahitar airport Bryan Adams chya concert sarkha bharun gela asta… Riya ni blue jeans ani ekdum simple blue colour cha top ghatla hota… ani ti as usual jyam goad disat hoti… ajun flight la barach vel hota…amcha fultoo timepass challa hota.. kaku Riya la majboot instructions deun bhandavun sodat hotya.. mi pan nehamipramane Riya la chidavat hoto….tras det hoto..

Tevdhyat tichya flight chi announcement zali… Riya khup excited hoti.. tiche special friends ani aai baba ani mi tila final goodbye karanyat busy zalo… Riya aat madhe geli… mi kitti tari vel tichya pathmorya akrutikade bagaht tikdech ubha hoto… ani ekdum mala kay zala mala kallach nahi.. mi ekdum sunn zalo… Riya kharach challye? Itkya door? Maza doka out zala… ata parat mala ti kadhi bhetel mala kharach mahiti navta… pudhcya moment la mala vatla…mi kiti veda ahe…Riya itki strong ahe..ti ekdahi radli nahi…mag mala asa aatun halalyasarkha ka vattay? I am the man… mi strong ch ahe… tevdhyat mi mazya wrist watch madhe kiti vajale te pahila… Riya ni dilela wrist watch… parat Riya chya athavanini mi kasavis zalo.. mazya brain madhe ani heart madhe jabadast practical ani emotional conflict chalu zala… eka kshani mi svatala vaitagun sangat hoto…”chyayla!! kashala geli hi tikde PhD karayla? Ikde rahun kay shikta yet nahi?” ani dusarya kshani mala ticha kautuk vatat hota…ticha husharicha knowledge cha ani potential cha ekdun perfect use honar hota tikde!! Pan shevati mazya emotional front ni war jinkla… practical approach ni hat jodle… ani mala total Jaane tu ya jaane na style plane madhe jaun tila adavavasa vatla… mi tichyasathi song mhanayla pan ready hoto.. flight nighayla ata sadharan ardha taas ch urala hota.. atta ya kshani Riya mala mazyajaval parat havye asa mala jyaam vatat hota…ani asha veli maza nashib mala nehami daga deta… mi already itka vaitaglela ani confused hoto tevdhyat shejarchya mitrachi ringtone vajali…”ye dooriyaaann…” maza doka bhanjalala… mi tikdun thoda lamb..magazine stall javal gelo.. ek magazine sahaj uchalala…tyachya front page var thalak aksharat lihila hota… “Distance=Speed*Time”… mi ajun vaitaglo.. arre kay falatugiri challye!! Mala vatat hota sagla jag maza shatru ahe…ani mala janiv karun detay ki Riya khuuup duuuurrrr challye!! Mazyatla filmy hero sarkha sarkha jaga hot hota… riya atta dhavat parat yeil ani mala kadkadun mithi marel… asa ugichach vatat hota!! Rather tashi mazi supt ichcha hoti.. flight ch timing zala… take off karayla flight ready zala.. ajunhi mazyatla filmy hero shant basat navta…mala ajun vatat hota…flight take off karel…ani mala mazi Riya khali runway var disel…tila pan mazi faar athavan ali mhanun ti gelich nasel!! Pan asa kahich ghadla nahi…ani arthat ghadnar hi navta!! Mag amhi sagle nighalo… ghari jaun mast zop kadhli ki sagla neat hoil asa vichar karat ch mi car start keli… rasta ekdum shant hota.. radio on kela… ekikade “zalak dikhala ja” mhanat himesh jivachya akantane nakatun kokalat hota... tar dusarikade judaai ch title track lagla hota… tyachya pudhe “yara sili sili”…tyachya pudhe “jaane kya chahe mann bawra”…. Mi chidun radio la chaar shivya hasadlya ani radio band karun takla…. Aaj kharach sagle maze shatru zale hote… next day Riya neat pochlye he tichya aai babankadun kalala.. pudhache 7,8 divas mi agadich vedyasarkha vagat hoto.. mag ticha call ala…ti tikde proper settle zali hoti…khup majjet ani excited vatat hoti… “Ikde sagla best ahe.. just too good.. rahaychi apartment…college..fnds…sagla perfect!! “ mi khush tar hoto…pan mala tichyakadun ekda aikaycha hota…ki I missed you.. International call aslyamule tila pan nehamisarkha badbadta ala nahi… phone thevatana ekdum mhanali… “you take care…n remember I am always incomplete without you…wait for me…together we will make everything just too perfect!!”

Tichya ya eka vakyavar mi 4 varsh kadhali… ti parat kadhi yenar tila ani mala kharach idea navati… parva chat kartana as usual so called SURPRIZE det mahnali…mazyasathi moththa gift aan ya valentines day la.. 4 varshancha pending ahe..I am coming back..on 14^th feb.. nantar che don divas mi kharach zopu shaklo nahi…ani aaj to divas alay… ti vel alye..

Arre yaar…flight chi announcement tar kadhich zalye… saglya formalities complete karayla itka vel ka legato nehami asa mhanat mi mazya tandritun baher alo…evdhyat samor Riya ali…tini almost dhavat yeun mala kadkadun mithi marali… ani mage ek ringtone vajali.. “tuze dekha to ye jana sanam…” mala khup hasu ala…. Aaj pahilyanda mazyatla filmy hero ch swapna poorna zala…. Ani ata amachahi swapna poorna honar hota…

HUM TUM

TUM: Hello…Tu kuthe ahes?? Kiti vel!!!!

HUM: Aga yetoy g 5 minitat….jyam traffic ahe!!...

TUM : nehamichi karana!! Mala nahi lagla te traffic!…mi pan tyach road varun ale na? 20 minutes zali…tu 5 min t yeto yeto sangtoys… maza putala zalay ikde!

HUM : Tuza nehamicha ahe! Velechya adhi yetes kashala? Mi sangitlela na 6 vajta yeto…mag tu kashala alis 5.45 la? He bara ahe…svata lavkar yaycha ani mag mi velet alo tari bombabomb karaychi ki tu nehamich kasa ushira yetos!

TUM: gapp bas… 6.25 zalet bara ka! Ata mhanashil…kharach 6.25 zalet? Aaila…maza ghadyal band padlay!! Nahitar maza ghadyal ch haravlay ani gharcha ghadyal mage ahe… karana bari miltat tula!!

HUM : Aaishappath…1 divas lavkar nahi alis tar tuzi tivtiv chalu… ani mi thambaycho te? Station var…1,2 taas… tevha mi bolaycho ka kahi?

TUM: thambaychas mhanje upakar navhtas karat… lagech bolun dakhavaychi kay garaj ahe?

HUM: Ae baai…ata bas kar…bhetalyavar bhandu....parking la jaga shodhtoy.. tu disalis mala…aloch mi…thev ata phone…

TUM: Hiiiiiiiiiiiiii…double congratsssssssss…. Mala tula kadhipasun bhetaycha hota mahitye!!

Kay milala tula prize? Trophy? Sang na!!

HUM: Tu kasalich ahes aga? Atta phone var aag okat hotis..ani 2 minitat tuza mood asa? Mala doubt ala ki mi dusaryach konashi tari bollo ki kay phone var!!

TUM: ahe ka koni dusari? Sangun taak asel tar… hahaha…

HUM: Malach bola…mazich vaat lava!! Manasani loyal rahila tari bolani khavi lagtayat… bhalyacha jamanach nahi rahilay!!

TUM: hehehe….bichara!! barr barr…nahiye haan dusari koni!! Ata khush?

HUM: Hmmm… by the way.. mala 1 solid CD milalye gift…ani ti pan autographed by Rehman!! Kasla fundoo zala mahitye show! Sagali company olakhate ata mala… trophy pan milalye.. pan ti itki matter karat nahi.. fame matters baby!!!

TUM: sahi na!!! ani sagale olakhanar ch… most hardworking employee of the year…along with best singer in show… majja ahe baba eka manasachi!!

HUM: Hmmmm…. Mi asla susaat khush hoto mahitye!!

TUM: mazi athavan pan ali nasel na? kashala yeil?

HUM: Ae chyayla..rad tu kayam!! Athavan ali mhanun ch award milalya milalya stage varun ch call kela na tula!! Moorkh mhanun ghari kalavaychya adhi tula kalavla na mi?

TUM: ho na!! mahitye mala… kay petatos lagech?

HUM: Arre…petato mhanje? Tu bolates ch asa… mala asa tuzyasrkha 50 vela bolun dakhavata yet nahi…miss u….love u… pan mazya vaganyatun dakhavato na mi? ata te tula kalat nahi tyala mi kay karu?

TUM : Waaahhh… mhanje mi khota khota bolun ch dakhavate..ani vaganyatun kahi disat ch nahi mazya….asamhanaychay na tula?

HUM: Tasa nahi g mani!! Ata jara neet boluya ka maze aai? Ektar weekend la bhetayla milta fakt..ani tu…. Nahi…..sorry…..apan bhandat basloy! Jau de na ata… long drive la jauya ka?

TUM: adhi mala party de!

HUM: Alis party var? vatlach mala party magnares tu! Bhukkad nusti…

TUM: ho! Ahe mi bhukkad! Ani fukati pan ahe…asu de….mala party de mhanje zala…baki kahihi mhan! Hehe…

HUM: Hmmm…ti tar denaar ch ahe!! Ani mala mahitye…tu kasli khanar? Chimani pan jast daane khat asel tuzyapeksha!! Calorie conscious n all…

TUM: gapp bas….mala atta solid bhuk lagalye ani mi jyam khanare!!

HUM: Fakt jam? Bread jam tari kha…

TUM: tuze ghanrerde faltoo joke tuzyakadech thev… evening spot la jauya chal… mala chaat ani sandwich donhi havay!! Ani mag kokam soda!!

HUM: Chakk ice cream nakoy?

TUM : Arre haan….naturals…

HUM: Tender coconut!!! Mahitye mala tech khate nehami chimni…

TUM: tuch asashil!!

HUM: Mi kashi kay chimani? Mi chimana na? u r technically wrong!!

TUM: ata ajun 1 ghaan joke marlas tar mi ghari nighu jain haan..mag bas bombalat!!

HUM: Hehehe… ani he ghe…visarlo dyayla alya alya…

TUM: yummmmmyyyyy… chocolate!! Thankssss… tu kinai jyaaaaam goad ahes!!

HUM : Hmmm…ata lagech goad zalo mi!! ani shiii….goad bid kay mhantes chyayla!! Mi kiti vel sangitlay tula mula goad nastat kadhi…Call me STD…smart…tall…dashing!!!

TUM: and handsome too… chal ata khup pakavlas…mala bhuk lagalye re!!

HUM: Chal…chal…patkan khayla jau ya......

Destiny...

2007 madhli konatitari kalokhi ratr…sadharan 9,9.30 chi vel ….Delhi station cha lambchya lamb pasarlela railway platform… doorvar station chi pivali pati…lights cha zagmagat…ani station var as usual lotalela prachand janasagar.. tya gardit aplya lahanagya bahinicha hat dharun chalala hota TO chimurada …Chotu.. aplya savatr bahinivar tyach jivapad prem… mhanunach tila neat sambhalat sambhalat garditun vaat kadhat to tila pani pyayla gheun jaat hota… tevdhyat announcement zali… ani agadi don ch minitat tyach platform var 1 express ali… achanak lokanchi dhavapal suru zali… tashi hi dhavapal tya doghana navin navati! Station ch tyanch ghar…tyamule tyana bhiti vatali nahi.. pan durdaivane ticha hat tyachya hatatun achanak sutla… ani ti tya gardit misalun geli.. mag matr Chotu chi changlich ghabargundi udali.. aplya bahinila Chotu barach vel shodhat hota… ata ti train pan sutali… lokanchi gardi thodi kami hot hoti…Chotu ni attaparyant akhkha platform paltha ghatla hota… pan sagla vyarth…tyachi ladki bahin Sonu tyala kuthech disat navati!! Evhana train geli hoti…parat tyani akhkha platform dhundalala.. mag dhavat jaun aplya doorvarchya khopatajaval jaun andaj ghetla… tikdehi Sonu navhati..fakt tyachi savatr aai tyala disali.. Chotu tila khup ghabaraycha!! To Sonu la shodhat shodhat parat adhichya jagevar ala… ata matr tyach dhaba dananala hot.. ata apli savatr aai kahi aplyala jivant sodnar nahi yachi tyala khatrich zali hoti…Parat 1 announcement zali…. Ji train ali tyat to chadhla…ani ata nashib neil tikde jaycha..pan parat ghari jaun savatr aai cha chhal sahan karaycha nahi asa tyani tharavun takla.. gaadi 5 minitat ch sutali… ani Chotu ni pan sutakecha nishwas takla! Train jorat chalali hoti..thodyach velat chotu sagali bhiti visarla ani tyala zop yayla lagli… darvajyajaval ch vaaraa khaat Chotu angach mutakul karun padun rahila..tyala kadhi zop lagali tyala kallach nahi.. Sakali Chotula jag ali... yenarya janaryanch tyachyakade mulich laksh navta… sagle utarnyachya tayarit hote.. apan kuthe aloy yacha Chotu la mulich patta navta… sagli loka utarlyavar Chotu train madhun utarala..ani samor ch tyala paati disali.. Chhatrapati Shivaji Terminus!! Chotu ni dole visfarale…MUMBAI!!!! Ho..kharach…to Mumbai t ch pochla hota.. agadi lahanpanapasun tyani Mumbai baddal khup aikla hota.. ikde paisa,prasidhdhi,aishoaraam sagla milta he tyala mahiti hota… kadhitari motha zalo ki khup paise kamavayla Mumbai t yaycha asa tyani kadhich tharavla hota! Ani aaj to chakk Mumbai ubha hota.. te sudhdha kiti achanak…accidentally… agadi kal sandhyakali koni Chotu la sangitla asta ki tu udya Mumbai t asashil..tar tyala nakkich sglyani vedyat kadhla asta.. Mumbai t yeun Chotu manapasun khush zala… ektar savatr aai cha tras nahi ani tyacha swapn dekhil purna zala hota… Thodyach velat Chotu la kalla ki tyacha potat bhukecha aagdomb usalalay! Mag Chotu ni saraitpane yenarya janarya lokansamot hat pasarale..kasebase 5,10 rupaye milalyavar to lagech vadapav khayla dhavla… Mumbai cha vadapav!!! Tyani khup aikla hota yabaddal…aaj Chotu kharach khushit hota.. Station var ch tyala tyachya vayachi 2,3 mula bhetali…tyanchyashi tyachi chhan maitri zali.. agadi divasbhar to tyanchya mage mage firat hota… Akhkha station tyani kiman 10 vela tari firun pahila asel.. mag halu halu ratr vhayla lagali… bakichi mula apapalya zopadit,khopatat parat geli! Ata matr Chotu la tyacha ghar athavu lagla.. ghar kasla…zopdich ti! Pan tari tyat aplepana hota… savatr aaini chhalala asla tari tyache baba tyache laad karayche! Ani Sonu……??... achanak Chotuchya dolyasamor andhari ali!! Ticha kay zala asel? Ti kuthe asel? Sukharup asel ka? Ase asankhy prashn tyachya manat thaiman ghalu lagle.. apan Sonu la sodun bejababdar pane saral Mumbai t nighun alo yachi tyala sharam vatali… evhana parat potat kavle kokalayla lagle hote… Chotu divasbhar firun agadi damun gela hota…ata tyala hakkachya nivaryachi garaj bhasat hoti… to tasach eka khambala tekun platform var basla.. Samor ch eka bakadyavar ek kutumb basla hota.. kadachit te train chi vaat pahat hote…tyanchi mulagi atishay gori gomati ani goad hoti..Chotu la parat Sonu chi prakarshane athavan ali… Tya kutumbatli bai tya muliche khup laad karat hoti.. Evdhyat ek train ali…tya train chya avajani ti chhakuli ghabarun geli..tichya aai ni lagech tila urashi kavatalala… Chotu ni tyachi khari aai kadhi pahilich navhati.. tyamule aai chi maya kay aste he Chotu la mahiti ch navhata… ata matr to agadi sunn zala…tyachya dolyat pani taralala…kitihi zala tari to fakt 6 varshancha ek chimurada hota! Chotu barach vel tyanchyakade tak lavun pahat hota.. achanak tya aai ch laksh Chotu kade gel… ti aplya navaryala mhanali..to mulaga vat chukalyasarkha haravlyasarkha vatat ahe.. navaryani saaf durlaksh kel…ani to mhanala, “aga ashi 100 mul astat station var..tyanna ashich savay aste…ha ithlyach zopaditla asel.. Tu laksh deu nakos..” pan tya aai ch kahi smadhan zala nahi… barach vel Chotu ch nirikshan karat hoti…Shevati ti uthun Chotu javal geli.. Chotu pay dumadun aplya gudhaghyat doka lapavun gharachya athavanine radat basla hota! Tya aai ni Chotu chya dokyavarun haluvarpane hat firavala.. Ani vicharla..,”bala, tu haravla ahes ka?” tya premal hakene Chotu la ajun ch bharun ala.. Chotu hundake det radayla lagla…tya aai ni Chotu la javal ghetla! Chotu ni ayushyat pahilyanda ashi maya, ashi mamata anibhavali.. Chotu pan tya aai la bilagala… achanak Chotu la eka ‘sense of security’ chi anubhuti zali.. mag radat radat ch Chotu ni tyachi sagali hakigat tya aai la sangitli… tya bai cha navra..arthat ch tya mulala police station madhe gheun janar hota.. pan Chotu kakulatila yeun radat hota.. jari tyala ghari jaycha asla tari aplya savatr aai chi khup bhiti vatat hoti… ani Sonu haravalyamule kadachit tyache baba pan tyala khup ragavale aste…bedam maar hi milala asta.. tya aai la Chotu chi daya ali..tini aplya navaryala khup vel samajavla..ani shevati tyani Chotu la ghari gheun jaycha tharavla.. Chotu mothya khushitach navin ghari gela.. tyala primal aai vadil…ani 1 goad bahin milali… Chotu kharach Mumbai cha ayushyabharasathi runi zala!! Mumbai kharya arthani tyachi swapninagari zali… Eka chotya ghatanene Chotu ch ayushya sampurna badalun gela.. slumdog millionaire pahatana Chotu chi khup athavat ali… jar Chotu la tyache nave aai vadil milale nasate tar Chotu pan andhla kiva langada houn train madhe,platform var kiva signal var ‘darshan do prabhu’ mhanat rahil asta kadachit…

If Only

Kahi divasanpurvi IF ONLY pahila.. awesome movie!! tasa mhatla tar khup sadhi saral story ahe...ani khup kahi believable nahiye.. mhanje practically possible asanari nahiye.. tarihi khup kahi sangun jate ani vichar karayla lavte.. story ahe eka couple chi...ani ti pan fakt eka divasachi.. Ian ani tyachi girlfriend samantha!! Ian khup busy...tyala nehmi kamacha pressure.. ani mhanun ch to Samantha la far 'taken for granted' treat karto... ani ya ulat Samantha!! ti ek musician ahe..ani ti music shikavate.. she is an awesome singer pan ti saglyansamor gayla faar ghabarate!! rather she herself is not sure weather she can sing.. ticha Ian var unconditional prem ahe..n she expects only to be loved in return!!
ek divas Ian khup vait swapn pahto..n tyacha end asa asto ki Ian ch n Samantha ch motha bhanan hota..n Sam taxi t basun ghari jatana tichi accidental death hote..
tya kshani Ian la realise hota ki Sam tyachyasathi kiti imp ahe ani tyani kay gamavlay..movie t hardly first 30 minutes madhe he dream dakhavlay.. ani jevha Ian ya dream madhun baher yeto tevha tyala samor Sam diste.. to literally anandane veda hoto.. mag divas chalu hoto...ani ya na tya prakare swapnat je ghadla te khara hot jata.. in diffrent way & in different sequence pan end result same asto... Ian la lavkar ch realise hota ki aajchya divasachi akher kay asel... to jamel tya prakare Sam la samajavnyacha prayatn karto...pan Sam la obviously patat nahi... mag pudhchya goshti talanyasathi Ian Sam la door gheun jato.. pan tikde hi daiv tyancha pathlag sodat nahi.. ani finally Ian tharavato...ata je hoil te accept karat pudhe jaycha! Ian Sam barobar pratyek kshan asa ghalavato ki as if there is no tommorow.. Sam sudhdha Ian madhlya achanakl badalane khup khush aste... shevati Ian tichya music concert la jato...tikde svata pudhakar gheun tila ticha svatacha song saglyansamor gayla lavto...ani moral support deto!! Sam ch swapn purn hota...ti almost satvya asmanavar aste.. concert sampte...ratr hote ani divas sampayla yeto.. ata pudhe kay honar Ian cha changlach mahiti asta.. aajchya divasat Ian ni Sam la te sagla dilela asta je tila kharach khup divas hava asta...tyacha attention..tyacha sahavas.. n more than that tyachya life madhe tila importance... ata Ian la tila ekdach ani shevatcha sagla sangun takaycha asta... baher prachand paus kosalat asto..
Ian: I want to tell you why I love you.

Sam: It's raining. You know that, right?

Ian: I have to tell you this and you need to hear it.
I've loved you since I met you... but I wouldn't allow myself to truly feel it until today.
I was always thinking ahead. Making decisions out of fear.
Today, because of what I learned from you,every choice I made was different and my life has completely changed. And I've learned that if you do that,you're living your life fully.
It doesn't matter if you have five minutes or fifty years.
Samantha, if not for today,if not for you...I would never have known love at all. So thank you for being the person who taught me to love. And to be loved.

Sam: I don't know what to say.

Ian: You don't have to say anything. I just wanted to tell you. Thank you.

Itkyat ek taxi yete...Sam taxi thambavate..Ian la kalta ata sagla sampnar ahe.. sam tyala vicharate..Are you coming?... tyala tyacha swapna athavata...swapnat te itke bhandalele astat ki to taxi basayla nakar deto...ani taxi suru zalyavat 15,20 seconds madhe accident hoto...pan yaveli tyala ha chance ghalavaycha nasto... Ian ek motha swas gheto ani mhanto.. Of course!! ani pudhcyach kshanala accident hoto...ani Ian jato...kayamcha..
ha picture pahtana radu yetach.. pan kuthetari manala ha vichar shivun jato...kharach asa jagta yeil? fakt aajchyapurta... udyachi chinta n karta... practically kharach he possible ahe? asa vagna manasala nehmich sukhi thevnar asla tari konihi udyacha vichar n karta kasa jagu shakel? sadhi udya karaychi bhaji sudhdha apan aaj sandhyakali vikat gheto... mag itkya chhotya goshtinsathi sudha udyacha vichar karnare apan,as if there is no tommorow asa jaguch shakat nahi!! pan yatun ekach marg nighu shakto... ki atleast udyachi chinta n karta fakt bright future cha vichar karun aajchahi pratyek kshan njoy kela pahije.. udyacha...rather future cha vichar karna hi kalachi garaj ahe..pan tarihi udyasathi aaj radat basnyat shahanpan nahi.. mhanun ch bhavishyat sambhavnarya dhokyana samor thevun ani tyachyashi ladhanyachi tayari thevun apla aaj,arthat vartman hi tevdhach sukhi karna aplyach hatat ahe!!

10 things I hate about you...

Hi kavita mi svata lihili nahiye..pan sahaj vachanat ali n mala avadli...
so posted it just like that...

10 things I hate about you...

I hate the way you talk to me,

and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car,

I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots

and the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick,

it even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way youre always right,

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when youre not around,

and the fact that you didnt call.

But mostly I hate the way I dont hate you,

not even close

not even a little bit

not even at all.

Kshan ek pure....

aaj sandhyakalchich gosht... mi CCD t baslele...ektich maitrinichi vaat pahat hote... as usual ajubajuchya lokancha nirikshan chalu hota... sagli tarunai CCD t lotali hoti... tyatun sunday! saglyancha hakkacha bhataknyacha divas ani sandhyakali 7 cha prime time... alot gardi.. pan eka koparyat TI ekitich basaleli..apratim saundaryvati!! tashi young hoti..pan married hoti ani ugachach pokt vatat hoti..arthat tichi body language ch aajubajuchya teenagers chya manane mature vatat hoti...
atishay sadhasa cotton cha pink dress tichya gorya rangala jast ch khulun disat hota... itki simple ani itki sundar... mala ugachach curiosity vatayla lagali...itkya sundar mulishi lagn kelela manus kasla lucky asel... anyway mala dusra kahi udyog navta...so I started observing her... TI konala tari sarkha phone karat hoti..pan samorun kahich pradisaad yet nasava.. tarihi jamel tevdhya thandpane ti parat phone karat hoti...
itkyat TO ala...mhanje mala to TO vatla... khup decent ani kamalicha handsome!! TI tyala pahun khup ashcharyane udgarli..."arre,tu ikde kasa? kadhi alas?"
mhnbaje maza andaj chukla....to TO navhta...
TO.."aga diwali t alelo... tu kashi ahes?"
TI.... "mi kay majjet...ektach ala ahes ka?"
TO..."ho..bayko baher gelye...mhatla kay karu ghari ekta....alo ikde!!"
TI..."ho ka? kadhi zala lagn?"
TO..."aga 4 mahine zale... tula bolavnar ch hoto...pan rahun gela.. tu contact ch thevla nahis lagnanantar...number sudha badalalay tuza..."
TI...."contact thevla nahi mhanje tasa tharlach hota na..."
TO..."ho mhanje... ajun ajibat badalali nahiyes...still u r straight forward...btw tu ekti kashi? sameer yetoy ka? mi toparyant ikde baslo tar chalel?"
TI..."ho...bas ki...sameer yeil ch itkyat... magachpasun sarkha phone karatoy...mhanala..ekti ahes na...kalji vattye...mi traffic madhe adakloy g..yeto 10 minutat..."

attaparyant 10 minutes zaleli...mi pan mazya maitrinila phone try karat hote... pan to kahi lagat navta... mala tichya khotepanacha hasu ala... pan mala to khotepana patla... kontihi stree apan khup sukhat ahot ani maza navra mazi prachand kalaji gheto asach kangava karte...rather 90% mulina ti gosht avadate... tyanchya gappa suru hotya... mazi khup chidchid zaleli..mazi friend kahi yet navati... itkyat mazya maitrinicha phone ala..ti solid traffic madhe adakleli ani ajun tila yayla minimum 20 minutes lagnar hoti.. mag mi maza morcha (rather kaan) parat TI ani TO kade valavla...

ata vishay faar intense vatat hote...tyanchya cheharyavarche bhaav tari nimishat mala tase vatle...
TO..."tula kay vatla,tu sangitla nahis tar mala kalnar nahi? its ur 1st anniversary...right?"
TI..."ho...tuzya kasa lakshat? mhanun tar velat vel kadhun amhi baher padlo...anayase ravivar ala"
TO..."mi kasa visaren...mi alelo na lagnala.. tyanantar aaj ch bhetatoy..."
TI..."hmm... kharach ki... ani shevati.. (motha pause)"
TO..."bol na... anj shevati mi pan lagn kela...asach na?.... aga kay karnar... fakt svatapurata jagta yet asta tar kay hava hota ajun? ghar...parents... samaj... kay karu? yancha vichar karavach lagto..."
TI..."hmm... hach vichar mi tevha kela... tula nahi patla..tu chidlas...mala hava tasa bollas..pan ata patatay na?"
TO..."hmmm... mi veda hoto g...ani ajun hi ahe...titkach..."

ticha phone vajla...bahutek sameer...ticha navra hota...ani to yeu shakat nasava...tichya dolyat paani taralala...
TO..."aga kay zala? kon hota? sameer ka?....sang na g!! kay zala?"
TI..."kahi nahi jau de...savay ahe mala...he has some imp urgent meeting...unofficial ahe..pan he will be late.. jau de.."
TO..."bara...pan mi ahe na? r u ok? u r comfortable with me...isn't it?"
TI..."hmmm... I was always comfortable with u.. sorry for crying...i didn't meant to embrasse u...u must be awkward.. sorry"
TO..."mala mahitye g... tu ajun tashich ahes...vedi... tell me one thing... r u unhappy?"
TI..."its not the case that I am unhappy...but I can be happier.. rather I deserve to be happier..."
TO..."ata tuzyapasun kay lapavu..i feel the same way...I kno we deserve each other....but we cant help it"
TI..."jau de re... punha kay tech tech ugalaycha.. tula jamta re...tu kiti sahaj mokla hotos mazyakade... mala nahi jamat... mhanje mi jamavun ch ghet nahi..pan mala nehmi asach vatat ala ki u deserve the best"

itkyat mazi maitrin ali.. ani tichya gappanchya tsunami t TI ani TO chi gosht ardhavat ch rahili... tyancha final decision...tyanchya discussion ch conclusion mala kalu shakla nahi... but i wish both of them will be happier than they r right now...coz they really deserve to be happier..

aathavaninchi bus..

vel...sakalche 8.. nehmipramane office bus pakadun mi andheri la challele... october chalu asun hi dhagal akash ugachach nairashya anat hote.. pan mazyasobat chaitanyachi khaan hoti..mazi pustakachi bus..arthat ch shivaji sawantanche MRUTYUNJAY...awesome book...

kahi pustaka vachayla lagla ki thevavishich vatat nahit... tyanchat manala guntavun thevanyachi solid capacity aste... i still wonder mi ajun paryant ekdahi he pustak vachla navta... kahi pustaka faar vichar karayla lavtat...ani kahi khup vichar sangun jatat... mrutyunjay vichar karaylahi lavta ani vichar deunahi jata.... bhashashaili itki aveet ani khari ahe ki mala 2,3 pages madhech svata madhe karn disayla lagla... tyachi pratyek bhavna mazich vatayla lagli... kuthetari i started linking my childhood with karn...mag mazi athavaninchi bus suru hoe...ti mala pustak vachta vachta mazya balpanat gheun jate... tyatle saglech stop khup havehavese vattat... mag vatta are kharach ki..karn pan samany mulasarkhach hota!!
lahanpani sagalech samany astat...sarkhech... pan aple sanskar ani achar vichar yanchi shidori mansala thor banavate..
keval famous asna or paishane shreemant asna mhanje thoravi navhe..tar svatachya acharanacha adarsh thevava asa vagna ani mrutyunantar hi tevdhich prashansa milna...lokanchya lakshat rahna hach khara mrutyunjay... nahi tar mrutyuvar jay milavanara na janmala alay na yeil.... sakshat karnala sudha abhedya kavach kundal milun mrutyu talta ala nahi...tyat samanyachi kay katha? mag hach vichar karat karat mazi athavaninchi bus parat pustakachya bus javal yete....
madhech mi pustakachya bus madhun utarte...direct office bus diste...bajula powai ch traffic..honking horns...ajubajula sagle shant...nidradheen...abhal ajun hi dhagal...samor bhargachch traffic...karnachya nistej kundalansarkha... punha pustakachi bus saad ghalte...mi parat tya bus madhe chadhte... jasjasa karn pustakachi bus puthe neto..mazi athavaninchi bus pudhe jate... balpanatun baher yeun mala shala college chya stop la pochavate... mag dole virudhdh man...manat svatache vichar...mazi athavaninchi bus...ani dolyansamor karn... shevati athavaninchi bus karnala overtake karte.. ani mi parat mazya vishwat...mazya stop var...pan within 1 moment karn khunavato..mag parat pustak...
attaparyant baher gaar vara sutlela asto..mi jogeshwari javal... baher 9 vajtach kovla oon...samor mokat rasta...ani karnachi tejalaleli kundala... itkyat andheri yeta...office bus thambte...apoap pustakachi bus mala thambavavi lagte... pan athavaninchi bus chaluch rahte... kamachya vyapat adhun madhun horn vajavat laksh vedhun ghete... asach lapachupi karat office sampta...vel sandyakalche 7... parat office bus... baher mitt kalokh... karn tasach nipachit padun rahto...ani athavaninchi bus matr peak speed ni pudhe jat aste...